How long have I been in a situation like this? So disappointed, yet so confuse, then pathetic at a same time! When I just want to settle thing in the right way but yet, not too much damage, but she cannot seem to understand that. I don't want to do anything like back then, words can be hurtful, and through at the same time. So I did try my best not to hurt anyone, yet close my heart, too, then nobody can approach and stab it again and again like L once did. How much I want to go to be the naive, free and carelessly like I used to be, but then I know I have to protect my heart, protect my soul from any obsticles, just avoid those silly feeling then I can free myself from this regret feeling.
Once you become a mother, you would be much aware of the world than you ever will. I will and still be the girl, yet a woman to protect my little bumb, my sweet ice cream that I dearly love more than anything now.
Grow strong and be brave just like your father, son! I love you much!
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